Why? ((Journal entry, open to all text replies, and to <user site="livejournal.com" user="victormak

[nottabeater]

I... just need to write something down, I guess. Something happened, and I'm not sure... I....

So sad. We all are. Some are mad. Honey's all confused and isn't sure what's going on. Neither am I, really.

Jazz is dead.

Not my sparkmate... the other one. The funny big brother one that I tried so hard to save during the war. And now he's gone.

;_;

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

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I'm sorry. Smile?

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

....

You got that on camera?

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

I had to, she's a cutie. ♥

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

*wan grin*

That was that first day I took her to the Nexus, wasn't it?

texty

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

It was.

Re: texty

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

Wow. Thanks, Victor.

Re: texty

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Anytime.

You have my condolences. I didn't know him, and I don't think I know his alternate, but if he mattered to you I'm certain that he was a wonderful man.

Text

[go-endeavour.livejournal.com]

The only thing that hurts worse is not knowing what to say or do.

I'm sorry, Bee.

switching to not text

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

Bee stares at the reply for a few moments, then goes into the workshop and just hugs Endeavour.

[go-endeavour.livejournal.com]

Where she's been hiding since the news came down, mostly because she feels it's not her place to get involved.

She'd only known all of them for three or so weeks.

Still, she returned Bee's hug rather strongly. "I mean it. And I know how it feels, I really do. I just..."

She trails off.

She hates when people die.

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

"Your sister," she says softly. "I'm sorry."

[go-endeavour.livejournal.com]

"It was a long time ago. Don't worry about it. All I'm saying is that I just get it, you know? And it feels like it's following me around..."

She shutters her optics a few times in rapid succession and hastily wipes away the lubrication that's welling up in there.

"'Least you're not alone," she says with a smile. "I'm here. And you've got the others."

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

"Yeah...." Bee's voice dissolves into static. "Just...."

She hides her face on Endeavour's shoulder.

[dajazzmech.livejournal.com]

Bee, after I finish up with this work I'm doing with Prime, me, you and Honey need a family cuddle.

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

Be safe, okay? I love you.

[dajazzmech.livejournal.com]

I love you, too, darling. Don't worry, this nervous ol' cat is on the alert.

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

I know. And I've got my optics and audials open here.

[dajazzmech.livejournal.com]

Good, you and Honey hang in there and stay safe, and I'll be home soon.

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

Okay. <3

[bumblebee-bot.livejournal.com]

Want me to open up a can of Jedi-style butt-whoopin'?

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

*Slight laugh* We can't hurt humans.

No matter what they do.

[bumblebee-bot.livejournal.com]

Scrappit. Was hoping humans weren't responsible. I can make them think they're four year old girls names Susie?

Jedi!Bee is cracking jokes for the sole reason of try to cheer Bumblebee up.

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

That's all it could have been.

...are you trying to make me laugh?

[bumblebee-bot.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Sorry. It's what I do. If I didn't make jokes I'd probably have become a horribly depressed lump of steel ages ago

[nottabeater.livejournal.com]

Something like Ironhide?